so i just was sitting here. talking to people. when i fell asleep. and i had another bad dream. i was in a room made out of trampoline with a whole bunch of kids and one of my friends from church. she was playing with a boy, they were hanging on these bars. under this “room” of trampoline was a large pool. and they jumped from the bars into there. and then she got out and i saw her go outside. and so i walked downstairs to find her. and on my way out a boy on a phone came in with a gun and a bag over it. and then i woke up. do you ever feel like you’re thinking while you are dreaming? that happened to me. it was wierd. i made myself wake up because i was scared of what was next.
this is not the first time ive dreamt this. i have had maybe 3 dreams that i continually dream that are a little different each time. each one i wake up scared or crying.
so this time i decided to look into what these dreams were,

trampoline - ups and downs in your life

kids - a retreat to your childlike state, a time of innocence and purity.

friend - aspects of your personality you have rejected but you are ready to integrate these parts of yourself

pool - you need to deal and understand your emotions

gun - aggression/anger or a males penis/sexual drive

phone - may be forced to confront issues you have tried to avoid.

and to think im wondering why i keep having bad dreams.
its completely obvious.
God does work in us when we are sleeping. sometimes we are so busy that its the only time he can get us still enough to say, SARAH HELLO?!?